There has been so much going on in this chaotic brain of mine the past few days. One topic that never seems to want to escape, is the thought of a real life pregnancy.
Not many of you know. But i recently went through an experience, where I thought i was roughly 6 weeks along. Tests came back,, I was not pregnant. And ive kinda struggled with how to deal with that. Of course. Im happy…. Im not really ready to be a mother yet. Not to mention, I would of been a single mother, and I have a belief that I want my children raised to know what a loving home is like. However. I would of been every which way of exited to be able to bring lie into this world….. I just keep holding on, and remind myself that some day. Il make a damn good mother.
SO.
the meaning behind me telling you all this. is a) i love to be personable with my readers. Im more than just an avi. Im a human,and I feel things. ( more frequently than normal, but shhhh )
also. Ive been trying to find new and creative ways to do blogging. I feel the same old,.. aainst a white backdrop seems to be a bit boring these days. and If I can change it up a bit, by all means, Il give it a go!
So. Sorry If you didnt give a damn, about any of that blabbity blab up there. I just feel like it relates to the post. ❤
– C r e d i t s –
p o s e – Magnifique – Up, Up and Away! ( balloon prop included )
s o n g – the song is titled, My Wish, by Rascal Flatts.
H a i r – tulip. Ashley – Lights ( from the Hair Fair )
t o p – [HOM] Long Sleeve Owl Sweater & Black Denim Shorts with Belt
p a n t s – 20.Five – Skinny Jeans
S k i n – [Hush] – Sade (Honey)
Fashion Seduction 